After one
complete year I have picked up blog writing. Last year January was the last
time I wrote about things I wanted to do in 2014. Well most of it I could not
but few of them I did. I am not sure what made me stopped writing, but I think
I have become more conscious of what people will say about what I write.
Is it not a
very common thing that we all go through? That what will people say about us.
What will they think if I do this or if I do that? I somewhere feel that
after we reach a certain age we need to be very considerate of what we do, how
we react, with whom we talk and in what way, how we do things, what career
choices we make, how we live our personal life etc. etc. There is a set way to
behave . . . or I should say a set way to live life which at a certain point is
acceptable but I feel it as well brings down few people’s originality.
From
childhood we know what we are expected to do and at what age. If things do not
go that way then there is something wrong with you or your life. And if you
follow a step by step process of living life then you are on a right track. I
will never be able to understand this concept of living life but that’s okay.
Not everything in this life needs explanation.
Tell me one
thing can you really live life as a step by step process? No right! Life is
uncertain and it comes with uncertain turns, uncertain years, uncertain dreams,
uncertain friends, uncertain moments and uncertain everything. Then how can
people expect that everybody’s life should be the same? That is the most
unrealistic thing in the world. Not everyone‘s life is similar. Though it looks
like but it is not. Not everyone earns the same, not everyone live the same,
not everyone dreams the same way, and not everyone’s passion is at equal level.
So, in short I want to say that there is no comparison between any one at all.
There is nothing like ‘he is more successful than him’ or ‘he is happier
than him’ or ‘he has achieved more than him’. There is no comparison at all.
May be the person who achieved less is more happy than the person who achieved
more? May be a person is satisfied with what he have and the other one is never
satisfied?
At the end
the only thing that matter is how much you lived life as the way “you wanted to” and not “how others wanted you to”. That is what life is. . .
Memories are all we take and to build those memories you need to live
life your way. It applies to me as well. I need to do what I want to but
somewhere I am not. I am not living the life the way I want to. I feel I have
lost my real self somewhere in this world. Somewhere with the way people think,
somewhere I have started to act which I don’t want to.
But
somewhere I know I am there . . . and somewhere we all have lost our real self
that only we can find!
P.S: I am
writing after one year so is there are any editing mistakes, wrong usage of
grammar then ignore. Do comment!
