Reliving meMoRIes. . . . .

I was watching this video that was so beautifully made and it made me believe in those 4:44 seconds that life is worth living sooo much more than we ever thought about. Those 4:44 seconds made me believe on love soo much more than I ever did. And those 4:44 seconds kept on recapitulating in front of my eyes for zillion times. Life has so many surprises stored for us that we can only smoke out with time. Life is a gamble, it's like you get more when you least expect it. We all have to open those surprises slowly with time! Just that some gets it faster than others.

Oh common, stop the talks please!!!

Alright, I think most of us must be aware of why this blog post is for. Nothing else but the girl who died after gang raped brutally, fiercely, and ruthlessly by five young man, or six I think, sorry it should be seven including the driver of the bus. Young handsome looking guys who wanted to have fun and fulfill their desire (now what desire is it we all know that) saw a girl, a beautiful girl and there that was the prey they were eyeing for. After raping her inhumanely they inserted a long rod (WHAT!!!) in her vagina( HORRIFYING!) and then what do you expect after that? They flicked her out of the bus.

Debut Novel "My vows remain unchanged" is out in market.

Ha! I have no idea what should I write now. But just to let everyone know the book "My vows remain unchanged" is out in the market and is available on almost all the online portals in India. If you are love story reader or have ever been in love or are in love, or have lost someone's love in your life then it's a must read for you.

Reviews on flipkart are already up and also you can check the facebook page for more information on the Novel. Do buy and read it. I am sure it's going to take you to the new world of love with lot of suspense, romance and a good story.

You can buy "My vows remain unchanged" from following online portals.

http://www.flipkart.com/
http://www.crossword.in/
http://www.infibeam.com/
http://power-publishers.com/ -for People residing in India and outside India both.
http://www.uread.com/ - for People residing in India and outside India both. Better service.:)

Also you can follow the FB page. 

https://www.facebook.com/authoramrita
https://www.facebook.com/MyVowsRemainUnchanged

Will wait for the reviews/feedback on "My vows remain unchanged".

P.S: One thing I have learned..it's very difficult to promote a product.. :)

Butterflies!! Front cover of the book "My vows remain unchanged".

Hi guys, handful of days for my book to come out. Be ready to order it from flipkart if you love reading romantic fictional novels.

Here is the front cover of the book to keep the excitement burning. 

Will keep you all posted once the book is out. :) Need your support as always!!

I thank god for everything he has given to me. And I thank Indiblogger for giving me a platform to share my views.  

I have a Dream, letting me not to sleep!

Probable cover of the book. May be,may be not.

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"I am going to be a doctor" I told my mom when I was little and tiny. My dad said " yes, we want you to be a doctor and brother is going to be an engineer". Wow, I am going to be a doctor daddy? Then my name is going to be like Dr. Amrita... Isn't it daddy? Mamma did you hear.... My name is going to be “Dr. Amrita". Brother, haha I laughed at him and said..I am going to be a doctor. What are you going to be? An engineer? Boo boo. Living my dreams I ran outside the house. I told all my friends that I am going to be a doctor. We played hide and seek and I got home. Having dinner at the dining table..I was so excited about the dream to be a doctor. I shouted with a spoon in my hand..Yeiyy mamma I am going to be a doctor. Doctor...Doctor!

I am Beautiful!

Hello Behenji, one of my so called friends said, everyone knows who is more beautiful and more fashionable okay. So please don't try to act smart and look at yourself. Also she added you have nothing else to do in life other than just TRYING hard to be more fashionable and that you can never be. Also posting pictures on Facebook to get attention is the only thing you can do. I was listening to what she said, and cried secretly in my room. I couldn't tell anyone as I thought I am so not beautiful to fit in this world. 

Indiblogger Support neeeded. My first Book!

Hi Guys, this is not a article but just a letter to you all. I am very excited today to share this with you guys that my first book is going to be ready by end of next week and will go for publishing after that. 

I need your support as we have shared the Indibloggered relationship from almost last one year now. Please be with me always, and like the page on Facebook for more updates on the book launch, the name, the content,and others stuffs. Iwill surely let you know once the book is in market and how can you buy a copy of it in the next post. 

Here is the link, please like it, share it with your friends and support me. I really need it! 

https://www.facebook.com/authoramrita?ref=hl

Also the Title of the book is disclosed. Please see the image below and you will know everything.My first book ever, going to be published by october end or November mid. I am so happy to share this with you guys. 

yesterday I completed 23 chapters of the book and Approx. 41,000 words(146 pages). 6more chapters remaining. 

Please guys please like the page....

Thanks!!

Top Rules to be Followed in Blogging....

Alright, there are people who are continuously pinging me, messaging me and asking about how they should start writing, and what should be the thought procedure and how to get more visitors to the blog. Well to be frank, there is no one way to write, or to attract the people to your blog. But there are few things that I follow while writing and always make sure to follow certain points so that people read my blog.

मेरी ज़िंदगी को मुझसे बहुत उमीदें है.!!

एक नया सवेरा था, दिन एक नया, एक नई आशा, एक  नई उम्मीद

एक  नई चाह , एक  नई  प्रतीक्षा,

कुछ पाने  की, कुछ कर गुजरने  की,

दुनिया को दिखाने  की के हम भी कुछ है!

gOD IS writing my Love stoRY..!

Fiction*****Fiction*****Fiction

Sooo it does not matter to you if I stay in your life or not?  Asked him looking into his eyes. My eyes were red, swollen, and just like a patient's eyes- very tired. Trying to avoid my question he said.." Oh, i think she is waiting for me at the coffee shop. I need to go". I repeated (this time aggressively)" It really does not matter to you..I can see it". He shouted saying "why do you keep asking the same question again and again, just like a kid. Don't you get it...I am not interested in you. I looked at him, a kind of stared. My eyes questioned him again. "Then why did you love me a month back, why did you make all such promises when you were not sure of them? Why did you say? I want to know. Why?" I kept asking him and got down in his feet, asking him to take me back. Tried holding his hands, tried to calm him down, thinking that things may work. He pushed me back with force, it hurt-ed a bit. Threw my hands away. Walked out of the apartment within a second. I was devastated. I was broken into pieces. I looked at him for the last time, he didn't turn back. Shut the door with force, it made a kind of noise..(thakkk)I was sitting on the floor, don't know when i fell asleep. It was dark all over, was not aware of the time. Lying down on the floor, eyes open, tears rolled down my eyes; I tried to looked at the door sometime if he is coming. 

The Handicapped...

I ran through the street, trying to save myself. Hiding in the corner of the Grocery shop, I called them to save me. None received my call. I could see people running behind me, were trying to find asap. They wanted to kill me and didn't want me to exist here anymore. I was hiding, leaning to the left side wall of the shop covering my face with a cloth. My eyes were visible, so that I could see if they left or still wandering around. I was praying that they should not catch me..They all talked among themselves and decided to divide in groups so that they could search me all over the places. I knew I was going to die but still just that moment of life was enough at that time. Dying makes me a kinda scare, not only to me but to all of us. They are going to shoot me with the powerful pistols or may be will beat me with the sticks. I was going to die..I couldn't believe there was no one to help me get out of that situation. Well i knew it this day is going to come soon, but never expected in these few years.

A Goal-free Life.......

Do you have a goal in your life? I mean have you decided what do you want to become in you life, or what do you want to achieve, or like after five years where do you see yourself ? No..you don't have? Are you kidding me. We all have goals in life, I mean atleast most of  us( with exclaimed expressions I told my friend). Our conversation continued and I asked " Then what are you going to do. I mean just be the way you are? He answered very calmly with a kind of satisfaction in his eyes  " Yes, what else I need in my life. I have a job, I am earning well, my parents are looking for a bride. I will get married." Wo Woo hold on. "So you mean to say you will get married in like few months". "yes I will" he said. I continued "Then what about your career? I don't think you have achieved enough to settle down. I mean we have so many things to do in our life. It's not that getting a job is the only purpose of life or is it?. "Well it is for me" and our conversation ended giving my mind a thought about goals in life. Well I should say a Goal-free life.  

Few- Friends- Forever!!

I am reallllllllllllllllllyyy reallyyy a choosy person when it comes to making friends. I am basically a vibe person means if I get the vibe..a certain positive kind of when talking to you then i can think of making you a friend. There are many people in our life whom we think are our friends but when come in talking about them we have nothing to say, because they never did anything for you as such that friends do. They never went that extra mile that they should have being your friend. People usually say a friend is the one with whom you spend your time with, with whom you share your secrets( A wild one or the easy one), a friend is one who is with you when you need, in your sorrows and in your happiness, a friend is the one who without any promise for lifetime be with you forever.

In my life i have few friends with whom I have shared my most wildest secrets that no one in the world knows..I shared the most memorable moments that no one can ever think of, with few i have shared a whole lot of myself. They have picked up my call when its night 0200 and i wanted to talk to them about something that i was going through. They have calmed me down in the situations where i couldn't do it myself.

okay okay okay...enough of talking..I wrote this article not to praise my friends, but to know what exactly what we think friends are.. We all think differently..yes ofcourse we do, luckily.!:P So what i think friendship is..? Hmmmmm...that is a big question..

Friends are the one who help us in need - why ? So you need them for your need?
Friends are the one who are with you always - Why? you need them to be with you always?
Friends are the one who help us when we feel low or down - Hm...and when you are happy?
Friends are the one who takes care of us - So you can't take care of yourself.?
Friends are the one who lend us money when needed - and when you don't need?
Friends are the one who always understands your feelings, emotions - Well can't you understand yourself? and what if he does not understand you at times?
Friends are the one who don't need any explanations - If he asks for an explanation then?

Reading all above you must be thinking then who is a friend..

Well i think a friend is the one with whom you are what you are. They does not share their secrets but their life and heart with you. Friends are your life and not a part of it. And i am really lucky to have them with me at every phase of my life. Friends are not always the one who are with you in your need but even when you don't need them. They are there to share your moments that makes them so special. They are not the one who are with you always, but the one with whom you want to be always, they are the one who makes you feel cared, they are the one who do ask for explanations when you go wrong, they are a part of you..and makes you feel a part of them.

Well their is no definitions of friendship but they are the one who are in your heart always! and very truly said they are the one with whom you spend the best time of your life with said, and unsaid words!

Happy friendship's day Guys! May you have best of friends in your life...



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BOL.....

Wow! was the word that came out after i watched the movie "Bol" suggested by one of my friend.My thank you is not enough for suggesting me to watch this movie.Although the movie was released in the June of year 2011, I didn't made an effort to watch it then. I thought it would be a normal and "As usual" movie with some love story and a happy ending. But, but believe me friends this post is just to tell you all guys to watch this movie once in a life time. A WORTH worth watch movie with concentrating on various social issues going on in the world. I have no words left to describe the movie.

I am not a film critic or a commentator, but this movie really touched me in many ways. It made me believe in myself, as a person. This movie forced me to respect my own self. This movie forced me to respect the people who are not like us. The issues that this movie brings up and the way they are dealt with people around can really make a great impact on the society. The movie is thought provoking, topical, and the performances given by the cast is amazing in its own sense. The message that this movie brings up is considerable, important, and should be followed by every individual in the society.

"Bol" is a pakistani movie written and directed by Shoaib Mansoor. Before i watched this movie, I always used to think that movie's produced in Pakistan would not show the transsexual born kid, or the place of Kanjars or say prostitutes( Its the place where girls sell their body to get money), or a father killing his son because he is transsexual, or the girl murdering her father because he killed his transsexual brother. I never thought they will  show a father going to a prostitute, just because he don't have money to feed his family. The way movie flows really takes you into the situation. Again this movie also tells you that, you have to understand that girls are to be treated with respect.

One of my favorite scenes in the movie is the one where the transsexual boy gets raped by people, and when he comes back home his father kills him because he was embarrassed by him. The way Zainab (the main lead character who got hanged to death) and Hakim (The father) acted in the movie is commendable.

Hats off to the director, producer, actors and people of pakistan for bringing such an amazing script in the market. Just hoping that after watching this movie people would respect others and treat everyone equally. It's better late than never. Please please guys do watch this movie. And yes..I am not a film Critic for sure...;)

I would just say that every individual should watch this movie. If you are a fun loving person may be this movie is not for you, but if you are looking for some awesome acting, story, lesson, and a great picture then this movie is a must for you!! May be this movie can make your weekend a good one!:)

http://www.putlocker.com/file/669312EB3F7E5694# ............. Link for those who want to watch the movie.


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Being a Woman is not that fun!

           

Being a woman is not that fun but the fact is , a woman is a woman. …

The one who brings joy in a family, that is a woman,
who makes the home feel complete, that is a woman,
when she smiles, makes you laugh. That is a woman,
 A day without her, is boring and dull. That is a woman.


Being a woman is not that fun but the fact is, a woman is a woman. …


Smile in tough times, that is a woman,

Sacrificing herself for others, that is a woman,

Strong like a diamond, that is a woman 
soft like a petal that, is a woman.

Being a woman is not that fun but the fact is, a woman is a woman. …


A support when needed, that is a woman,
Standing next you, always, that is a woman,

Who teaches you to love, that is a woman,

Who makes a home and gives a family, that is a woman.

Being a woman is not that fun but the fact is, a woman is a woman. …

Makes your life perfect, that is a woman,
Does things for you, rather than for herself, that is a woman,
Is always confused but tries to show you the way, that is a woman,
Does silly mistakes but focuses on being perfect, that is a woman.

Being a woman is not that fun but the fact is, a woman is a woman. …


A woman is been used, is treated like hell,

A woman for few is just a thing to play,

A woman is no one but specie to have fun with,

A woman is just a bitch to make a deal with.
A woman is disrespected by many,
Many don't want a woman to be born. 


They don't want to give birth to a Woman,
A woman if born, is killed by many.
without realizing they are losing a daughter, a sister, a wife, and most importantly a mother!


How can you kill a mother? How can you kill a girl who is the future!
A woman is not just a woman, but a specie who is supposed to be treated equally with men!
A woman if born should be celebrated and not buried. 
A woman should have the right to be given birth in this world!

Although being a woman is not that fun but the fact is, a woman is a woman. …

She smiles always, but she has a heart that cries!

Being a woman is not that fun!

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Hit 5,000 ! No its not a Mosquito Repellent.

Note : This just an light post with no meaning in it. There's no lesson to be learned or no experience shared as such. If you guys are really busy then don't read the post. haha. If you just wanna go through some reading you can surely read it.

Before you guys ark ask me what this 5,000 is, let me tell you guys how i started writing. Well, frankly, i don't even remember when was the first time the breeze of writing passed through my heart.haha But it started with the personal diary that i used to write. Yes i used to write, everyday..like everyday without fault. Although it was silly and funny, and i have no idea where those diaries went off. Huh i am very bad in remembering things, including names of people and the cereals and the vegetables. I at times type the message to reply to people and get busy with my work, later after hours when i touch my mobile, i see the message half typed and unsent.I know crazy. I started writing diary to express my feelings and emotions that i could not show it otherwise. I used to write to describe a day, or how mean the world is, how i fought with parents, or how i hate my brother which i love him now, how i liked that guy...Guy?? haha yes i did ( brother please don't ask me questions about the past. :P) So that is the history of how my writing begun. I can write it in P.S. that i was the biggest fan of Shahrukh khan. I used to write letters to him. My brother once read those letters that i wrote to Shahrukh. :P I know it was Hilarious.(For those who don't know who he is..just a intro. He is the Bollywood actor, infact a well known personality in India. Why i am saying india is because i did asked about him to many of my U.S seniors who usually rotates here and they don't know who he is. So he is famous in India. He is not that smart but he acts better than other actors in India. okay okay...not better than others but atleast he acts well.)

We all have dreams...We all wanna do certain things in life. Some want to work, some want to relax, some want to reach the high position in the company, some want to earn money, Some love pets and wanna have at home, Some want to Still figure it out. There are few things that i always want to do in life. haha i will have to figure them out myself. Yes because i never thought of things that i want to do. Because i just know how to live. So its a good exercise for me to get reminded of it.

 Number ! : To teach students in college and universities after gaining a bit of experience in my job. I love teaching and sharing my knowledge.

Number !! : To be one big fashion freak!

Number !!! : Own a Dog. A lab! I love them. They are so cute. Dog for sure, no excuses please! oh BTW, my friends once bought a small puppy to my home.  He irritated me so so much. He pissed all over the room, was going on the bed, not even a second he was calm. Huh..I know its difficult to manage dogs. But that's okay.

Number !!! : To talk! Listen to music. I love Music and i am a proud owner of a guitar! I went to guitar classes for few days, but couldn't continue long enough to play. I hate working at times..because then i have to focus on that more compared to my hobbies. Thank god..Writing is my passion and not the Hobby..Oh yeah..there is a difference between the two.

Number !!!! : Be a good human being. That does not mean always agreeing to everyone, not standing for the right thing and all.. But that means being with someone when needed, respecting someone from heart, and not acting superior to someone.


Number !!!!! : Write and write and write a bit more. And then a bit more..some more of it actually.:P

Number !!!!!! : To go to Rajasthan on Royal Holiday. And and and...to get married in Rajasthan culture..in Rajasthan for sure. I have mentioned this in my previous post as well!Here is the link if you guys wanna read it.I promise its going to be good read.

http://amritaphadnis.blogspot.in/2012/01/when-i-say-india-i-feel-place.html

 I don't know why but somewhere i feel attached to that state and the culture. I feel i was there in my previous birth or hm there is something that holds me to that place. May be the deserts, the songs, the culture, the food and everything else...

Number !!!!!!! : Own a garden of roses. I want to have a gardening area in the home i live in. A MuSt.

Number !!!!!!!! : Go on crazy rides, vacations, travelling, holidays.

Number !!!!!!!!! : To be madly in Love!!! mAd...Mad....Mad. :P

Number !!!!!!!!!! : To write a book! huh..I know.

I want to be the change that i want to do in this world..Especially in India This is one of my long term goal for life. I want to be in India, help developing the society...Also I soooo soo love watching TV..and cooking. And would love to do that. Oh you guys want to know what 5,000 is?? haha its nothing but the total visitors, the page views on my blog. I know.. i know..not that good...but not bad...I am gonna grow and mature with time..and so will be my blog.

I really hope it was worth wasting your time read! If not, i promise next one will be. 
Till then.,,,Keep reading and Ofcourse Keep Blogging! 

BeYoNd Death!

Note: This article is just my imagination and thoughts. It is no way written to hurt somebody's feelings or appose somebody's thoughts.

Lying on the floor, all alone, saw people standing in front of me, in fact, people surrounded each side of my body. They covered me with a white sheet, i didn't like it at all. People were crying because i won't come back in their lives again. I saw my family looking at me, consoling each other. If one started crying the other was trying to make them strong. Yes, i was dead. People saw me as a dead body with no life. Looking at them i thought i was not supposed to leave them at this point of time. They wanted me back, they wanted to touch me, they wanted to talk to me, they wanted to feel me. They were holding my hands and crying, shouting, blaming god for everything. They were blaming god for taking me away from them. People who came were asking for reasons; what happened?, how did it happened? Why this happened? Where this happened? and with whom it happened. Listening to them my soul was laughing, thinking " People do follow the 5 W's always". Coming back to reality, that i am dead, i tried to be serious. Although they can't see me but i was able to see them. I was just dead as my body couldn't work, i was not physically there but I could see everything, i could see every action happening in the room. I could see the haphazardness.

I was alive. My soul was alive, active and still young. I could not understand why these people could not see me. I was standing next to my mom, of course not physically. Looking at her, i tried touching her, I tried to tell her that i am with her no matter what happens. I wanted to tell her, that although my body does not exist anymore, my soul is still alive. I wanted to tell her that i will be in this home with her forever. But could not. I realized the only difference between being alive and dead is the physical existence. As my physical existence was dead, they could not see my soul. The kidney was not pure, heart was not pumping, blood was not passing through the veins as it should have been. The parts were dead and so i could not survive. Everyone in the room were silent, looking at me.

I was the celebrity of the day.They gave me the utter attention of the world. People who never came to see me where consoling my parents saying " Don't worry, everything will be fine". "It happens" they said. Hm..I thought who are they? I never saw these people in my life. I wish if they would have met me when i was alive. The attention, the love that they are showering on me, if, they would have showed me when i was alive. I wish if people would have told me before that they love me, if people would have told that they admire me, or if they would have once told that i am a important part of their life. Now when they are crying, i want to talk to them, but i am dead. I am no more physically present. When they are coming to see my dead body how does it matters to me? I can't thank them, I am not able to hug them, or love them. I wish if we would have met when i was alive.

Coming out of the thoughts in my own world, I saw people were making me ready for the funeral. I could not believe that i am no more alive in this world. I was in a different world of liveliness, away from fear, away from hurt, away from anger, away from lies, and away from the eagerness to find someone or achieve something. I realized i am no more a person who have to prove to the world about my existence. I was no more a person living for money, i was a spectator who can see the happenings, but could not react or could not talk, or could not interact anymore with people. I could not advice, i could not help, or i could not contribute anything to the world. I was just a spectator.

Walking down the road, on someone else's shoulders, while I saw the last time, where I spent my life, the memories rolling down in front of my eyes. Neighbors house where i used to run for anything , the temple where i used to go with my father, the trees that me and my mom brought when i was a kid and we grew them in front of our house, the shop where I used to go to bring some groceries, and the "Rathore Ice cream wala" from whom I used to buy two scoops of ice cream everyday with cherry on top. In no time they burned me. I was no more in this world existed physically. But I was alive. I went back with my mom as a soul, just that this time without expectations, and without any give and take relationship! I walked back holding her hands, which she didn't knew. I was not dead, but my body was. I think that's why we say people never die, they are with you, and they are watching you if you are happy or not. If you are sad they are sad as well, and if your happy they are happy with you. Remember they only difference is, "They are the spectators and not the players anymore".

FAnsssssss!!!!!!!!!!!! :P Appreciators! A thank you!

"Every artist was first an amateur. But I think It is not for you. Your blogs are very inspirational and very touching... Keep it up :)" 


This is one of my most favourite compliment that i received recently on the blog from someone whom i don't even know! Also the best one to start the article with.  

This article is nothing but a thank you to all the readers of the blog. For people who like my work, and send me e mails, and comment on the blog letting me know the developmental areas. I have always said this like thousand times, but i want to take another opportunity to "Thank you" all for your time, and liking and visiting my blog.

okay after the above speech lets have some fun. I am going to share few e mails and comments in this article and that i really really love. People comment few awesome things about the writing and the blog and i think that should be shared by the readers, so that they know..that i am reading them, and most importantly appreciating them! This is not at all to make fun of the e mails received but appreciating them. Also there are no names of the people who commented that i am gonna share in the Article, because privacy needs to be maintained. I am sure people who commented would remember their comments( Hopefully).!!

E mail Number 1 : This one is my favorite as the way it has been written is Amazing. Just like the way i write my Articles, Dreamy world kind of!:)

Hi Amrita,
Just to introduce myself, I am *******, friend to ********** n a colleague to u as well, currently working as a SAP Consultant in ********.

Dis morning, after having a coffeee. I had opnd my FB... while i was going thru my frnds updates... I saw your profile on d right pane "People you may know".... D first impression, I had on you was ur "pretty luksssss n ur cute smile"....I felt to know more about you and pretty interesting and took sometime to luk into ur FB profile. But, I am really impressed with your blog....I must admit to you that ur content is very very inspiring and I have become a great fan of your blog...Believe me friend, you have made my day even more happier than I would be.

I wish that you would accept me as your frnd.. I am sure that you would not disappoint ur fans.... But pls continue your blogging as your writings are Truly inspiring me...

Have a wonderful n colorful weekend.

Luking forward to meet you in near future. Probably, I can c u on monday if you guys are not moving to G block...

Warm regards,
************

PS: I think i have seen you in cafeteria...

Wow! it feels great to read such e mails and comments about the blog, and of course me as well! No...No..no..i did not accepted this person's friend request.


E mail number 2 : This e mail i received some year and a half back when i recently started writing. I was really not sure if i would continue writing or that would be my last article written. But here i Am!!! So e mail number 2-

Hi Amrita

I am *****. Recently I was reading at your blog and I notice that you are in a lot of pain. Your blog is very interesting and nice. It gives a message to all those who have gone through this phase in their lives. Why dnt you continue writing your blog , may be you can quote some interesting things which happened and you are happy to be a part of it. I knw I am nobody to advice you but i just shared my thought with you. 

Are you working or studying? I dnt knw if I would get a reply to this e-mail. All the very best and Keep bloggin :):) take care byeee

thanks

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Hmm.. i did replied to the above e mails saying a warm thank you! But i don't know who that person is and how he looks like or if he is still reading my blog. Hopefully he is reading. 

Now few comments that i really love and are soo damn Genuine. I love people who actually comment not just to comment but letting their heart out. I have been really lucky in getting readers who actually let me know how things are going and what should be improved. 


#1: hi dear.. it was an alarming moment for me.. tht u have been writing so better.. where was uer hidden talent all these days.. the story u dipped ur pen in isnt any way wrong.. it really is the fantasy world tht people live in .. and at times i do love my fantasies.. tht includes some of my special frnds... u knw i count on u for most of the things... and i m glad tht u are mt frnd...

all the best for every thing..
and keep writing.. 
i will be the obedient reader to these posts tht i promise...

#2: Nicely written...You seems to open a book of thoughts:)


#3: Now this one is one of my Favorite. 

nice name of your blog... "Ruler"... to be honest I really like the name... but I certainly belive and will always believe that .. there are certain things in life which are immeasurable and it is better to leave them that way.. especially "pain" and "love" 


Now that I myself in love with someone.. I could empathize you more than ever... and I just wish to God that plz plz plz plzzzzzzz... for heaven's sake don't break somebody's heart. It is terrible to show the heaven and then shatter it like a glass... it's not just heart which breaks .. it is the entire world of that person and the people related to person that breaks ... I could really FEEEEELLL more than before how terrible it feels when someone show the dreams and ...let it go... forever...

The words and the way you have expressed is absolutely fantastic .. and it can bring tears .. this is to emphasize the fact that you have successfully conveyed your inner emotions.Good or bad.. happy or sad... you have expressed everything quite nicely..

Keep writing .. and keep living...

Sometimes we take too long to that realize that living means life and it is full of it..

Cheers!!!!!

#4: God deep analysis Rita,

i agree as many good blog posts and blogs are going un-noticed, as they really do not reach the wider audience .. unlike big websites where a picture of vidya balan , saying " meet the dirty girl" gets lot of likes..

there are audience for those type of posts. 

But again to mention the people who write original unique quality content will win in the long run..

you need to focus on how to make your blog available to wider audience also.


www.readitt.in (the e magazine)

#5: OMG.. I READ THIS POST 3 TIMES,WHY 3 ?

cause this post have potentially gravitation for original Blogger(not me) really...


hoping for learn something new from your next post..........

#6:  TOUCHY TOUCHY POST :) CHEER UP by thinking awl 4 gOOD :)

#7: Emotionally charged and honest to the moment when this all is felt

I believe its posts like this justifies the existence of the blogging sites. Posts like these in which feelings, emotions, desires, hopes, fears and everything felt in a lone moment are poured into.

Kudos

#8:  it's your starting of blogging but you proved yourself with your post that "Look at Me,i m not a beginner"  

Fan...!! Truly..so well expressed..!! Hats off...!! 

clear blogging.. 
one of the best post of this blog i read.you are going rock...soon u will be have a TAG ---
"Best Indian Blogger"

#9: A perfect blogging i m seeing.

this one is just like as you stole activity of bloggers.
really !! you are growing to greatness !!!!

#10: And to tell you guys i love Lengthyyyyyyy comments!:P

Well it happens to most of us…. But its difficult to remember what we thought just a minute before… as hell lot of thoughts go through our mind….. its interesting that u were able to recollect and write it down…….. someone said to me that we should look at our life as a person standing at the corner of the road.. sees the traffic passing by……… u did the same thing...... (sorry for the lengthy comment :P)

#11:  

I thought it was going to be some boring old post, but it really compensated for my time. I will post a link to this page on my blog. I am sure my visitors will find that very useful.
Cbse sample paper

#12:  Wow..!! this blog I like d most Ma'am...really this is what only a writer could notice....!! I really salute u for this blog.....!!! Great going..!

#13: your every post silently say some-thing in my perception 

I Mean-
clearly ! "measurement of life"
perfectly touched it:)

#14: Lovely content and a deep concentration on the reality of life... And as you mentioned in your last paragraphs, there could have been at least one such person who could have guided her through the right path, for this I have only few words to say. It is important that we maintain a good and in fact healthy friendship with old buddies and with the present colleagues. Some may still glide our ships to the wrong direction, but some may still hold the wheel to help your sails go straight. It is necessary that we find such people in our lives. And being professional should never be compared to having such great relations. It can be that you find sweet people in the company, but their sweetness may be really harmful at times. It is necessary that one should maintain some distance between their office colleagues

#15:  Did this really happened to someone???……… it all happens because of competition…….. it can happen over a period of time…. But suddenly your colleagues saying bad things about you……. Strange… also if you want your existence to be felt… its upto u ….. u can do it by your work and behavior…….. in short u need to decide what u want to be remembered for and what people might say at your back…. And offcouse…. This world is jealous… they will try to pull down…. But we need to continue…… and yes don’t worry nothing will happen to your existence J

#16:  Very sad to read such cruelty of human beings, but this is the reality of life. People of try to pull you down when they see your inclined success. We need to be as cruel as others to feel our presence amongst others. The earth revolves.... dark and light keep on playing with each other... But still it revolves… everything will be all right… 

Hard reality but nice one…

#17:  Very expressive. Takes courage to share. Cheers!

#18: amazingly well written..... the love can be felt in the words written.. as we start reading.. above movie starts running in front of our eyes.... remember the dialogue from movie NAMASTEY LONDON .. "Ishq di mere mitra pehchaan ki, mit jaave jado jid apnaan di"... it means pyaar ka asli matlab usse pana nahin hota... :P................. ......................... haan agar mil jaye to phir baat hi kya :)

#19:  Amazing!!!very well chosen words, thoughts and amazing expressions.. dear you are doing a wonderful job by expressing your thoughts through this medium.. keep up the spirit and I shall look forward for your next one...

#20:  Well written and very well explained the bitter truth that exists……. First I thought why it is happening in our society… than realized that this is how it is happening since ages in our society…. It’s changing and it will take time… Off course women are not here to do only the things mentioned in your article… nothing should be imposed on them… even their view should be taken…. In terms of capability they are not at all less than men…….. women play very important role if any decision has to be made in a family… it will be good if they play same role in building society and country…………………….. One thing that I miss in my life is having a real sister….. Miss it badly……

#21: ""What if i want to study further,

what if i wanna have my identity ? 
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it's really heartbreaking paragraph which i like most 
trust,today i am sharing this article on net as much as i can.

#22: Chor ka apna koi jigar nahi hota..ye bat to apne suni hogi right, vo kudh dara hota hai ki usko koi pakad na le, If I would have been in your position whould have complained to bus driver and asked him to put that man out from bus and to co...mplain to police...you should have trust on India Police....agar hum log ye samajh ke hi chup hojaye ge ki vo badla le ga...to uski himat aur nahi badhe gi..ajj apko kal kisi aur ko aur parso kisi aur ko vo tease kare ga kyu ki apne use ye bata diya hai ki ladkiya darti hai...you should have courage inside you so that you should feel secure...instead of writting here and complaning try to act...its better to DIE than to SUFFER.

Don't only complain...just act...we are also free in this Independent India..."Mr Rapist" no one just the bloody Cowardness of ourself..
Grow up!! pick the sowrd up and bring revolution...difficulty is nothing just a path for our success

#23: Nicely written.. Specially the last two paragraphs …. Initial 3-4 paragraphs could have been touch better…. Off course girl’s can’t stop travelling alone, they have to prepare themselves to face such incidents and society too need to act in timely manner to avoid such type of cases…… frankly speaking guys are more responsible for such type of incidents…. Aur unka kuch nahin ho sakta… u have to be prepared….

#24:  

Very well written..
About the issue : yes its bad that it happned.
Our country is on th everge of change But its not easy staying ion here.
Delhi / NCR region sucks in this matter.
And yes Kuch logo ka kuch nahi ho sakta , better be prepared.

#25: You are right - never compare relationships. Sometimes there is a big difference between what the outside world sees and what is actually inside the relationship.

Good Blog
Keep Blogging
Regards
Vikram

Huh i know this is a long article and too many comments. But i need to include all my favorites. I have few more, but didn't want it to be like a     book Article. Till then see ya! 

Happy blogging!

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I love you Mommy!

I was in deep sleep. Was missing someone. I think it was my mom. It had been days when I met her. From the time I have started working, I have stayed away from my family, and I really miss the support that only your parents, and especially your mom can give you.  Who is a mom and why a mom is so special, is always an unanswered question. I tried to understand it a little and dedicate this post to the entire mom’s in the world. Also this post is dedicated to Daddy’s who do take a mom’s place, when needed.

Before writing this article I asked my mom how does it feels being a mom. She just smiled, probably thinking her daughter have gone mad.  Gave a kiss on my cheek (that I didn't like that much) and said “I feel really happy being a mom”, and went back inside the kitchen ( I thought in my head 'wow what an answer she has given to me' huh. Can't help it), started calling my name “Tukki common dear it’s late, shut down the laptop and sleep. Even I am tired from morning. She added shouting from inside “Do you want bournvita or you want horlicks. I was busy chatting on FB and looking at the updates. She asked again, and I trying to ignore her said in a very low voice “Anything is fine mummy. Why do you ask so many questions? She said because its very difficult to understand you guys. If I will give you bournvita, you will surely want Horlicks and vice versa. I gazed at her, and murmuring in herself she went inside the kitchen. Called Again “In which glass do you want?” I got irritated this time and said Mommy you can give me in any glass you want. Why are you asking me these small questions? Looking at me getting irritated she finally after all the specifications and ingredients came to my computer table and gave a glass of Horlicks.

This time I looked at her again, it didn't bother to her how she looked, she was tired i could see it in her eyes. I wanted to say Thank you mom for all you do for me. Thank you! But couldn't. Something stopped me, I think it was just the feeling that she already knew she is special to me. I know, I know I am wrong. That’s why I wrote this post to let her know that she does really means a lot to me. In fact this is for all the mom’s saying you are special.

Mommy when you used to wake me up from my sleep in the morning and try to kiss my cheek thinking me as your small kid, I really didn’t like it. I hated that kind of morning alarm. But today mom when I have no one to wake me up, when its me myself who looks at the alarm clock every ten minutes so I could reach office on time and still could not make it, I really miss you mom when i have no one to wake me up..

When you used to run behind me with a glass of milk, early morning and breakfast, and force me to drink it, I used to think why are you so damn concerned about me always. What will even happen if I don’t drink milk a day or if I don’t have breakfast? But now mom when it gets months I have no one to offer tea in the morning, I have no one to ask if I had breakfast, or I have no one in the morning to run behind me with a glass full of milk and asking to eat on time. I really miss you mom when i am the only one to take care of myself.

When I want to eat something yummy, or I feel like having your cooked food, I have no other option but to go out in a restaurant and try to fill my stomach. No one bothers if I say I feel like eating a simple food but your hand cooked. Because that tastes better than the Chinese or the Thai food. I really miss you Mom when i feel like eating food with your hands..

When I want to sit alone, not talking to anyone, or want to cry for some stupid reason, I try to find you next to me. I try to feel your hand on my forehead, and I want your lap to lie down my head without any shame. I miss you, because I know you are one who won’t ask for the explanations,or the reasons, or the people, who made me cry. But you will try to make me feel good in every possible way with your love, and your care. I really miss you mom at that moment.

I remember at times when I used to shout on you, and get irritated because of small things, you used to start crying along with me. I miss you, when I have no one to show my anger to, because if I show, people would never turn again to me. When it was you, I was free to express myself without the fear of losing you. I miss you mom because I don’t find that security in any other relationship in the world.

Mommy when you have hit me at times because I was wrong, I didn’t talked to you for days.But you know it was much better than people hurting me by breaking my trust, or when people hitting me in the name of relationships. You never broke me, but you always did things to make me a better person. I miss you mom when you are not there to hit me on my mistakes and ask me to go on the right path.

I remember how you always cooked my favorite food on special occasions just because I wanted to eat. You didn’t bother about brother or dad. I miss you mom when I have no one to compromise for me, their choice of food.

I wonder at times, Mom when was it that you didn't receive my call? I think It was never. You have always made yourself available to me in need, or when I call you in midnight or early morning. I am 24 and not even a day I felt that you ignored me, or didn’t talk to me, or were unavailable for me. But I really miss you mom, when I call my friends, and they are busy somewhere, or when I need them the most, they are busy settling their life. I miss you mom just for the reason that no one can take your place in my life ever.

I remember when once I cried on the phone, and I didn’t talked to you for a day for some reason, you came to see me because you were worried if I am okay. You were worried if something went wrong in my life.

I know at times I ignore you, i don't receive your call, i don't talk to you properly, because i am busy in my life, but mom i really miss you in those days as well. To share my happiness, and, for a sound sleep, i need you with me. 

I miss you every moment mom and I thank god for letting me know the importance of a mom. No one in this world, I believe, can take your place in my life. Although I don’t show you my emotions because I am scared what if you are not there with me what will I do. But today I want to say it to you that you are really special person in my life. You are the one who trusted me, believed in me, made me believe in myself, came running to me whenever my heart asked for, boosted me in tough times, fought with dad for me, proved me right in front of brother, supported me in my decisions, and helped me in being a good hearted person that I am! You taught me to be good to people, to be kind to people and most importantly to trust people and not to break that trust. You are an inspiration to me to live my life in a better way. When I am depressed I am sure about the person to whom I can go to. Mom you are the person who is perfect in my eyes no matter how perfect or imperfect the world is.


Happy Mother's day Mom! you truly deserve it!! 

  

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